SIRO-1720 Innocent 267

About this work

Looking back, most of it might have been what you’d call instant sex. Even with my boyfriend, he’d impatiently touch my nipples and clit a little and say, “I want to put it in already... okay?” Since it felt fine, I’d be like, “Sure, why not?” and then it would be over in about ten minutes. If he asked for a blowjob before insertion, that would add another ten minutes or so. You sometimes see books about ideal sex, but I guess only a limited number of people actually do that. Passionate sex like in dramas or movies is a fantasy. I thought that, but not long ago at the second party for welcoming a girl who’d started working part‑time at our shop, it accidentally turned into a sort of confession session, and surprisingly everyone seemed to be having more substantial sex. What I’d thought was normal suddenly felt bland. I felt I couldn’t stay with that boyfriend anymore and broke up. Later, when things led to hooking up on a whim, I even found myself, unusually sentimental, wondering if this guy would be someone to have “real” sex with (laughs). But the sexual routine your body gets used to is hard to change. After finishing I glanced at the clock and it had only been about thirty minutes. Ugh, what is that. While stewing over it, I was asked to do an AV shoot. I’d never tried that kind of thing before and thought it might be a change of pace, so I went along — but I wonder how it really is in that world.