SIRO-1616 Amateur Personal Filming, Submission. 458

About this work

Before going to the live show, I thought maybe I could go have sex. Usually I get pretty hyped before shows because I headbang and ride the music pretty aggressively, so I naturally get high-energy before going, but today my feelings were kind of unstable. There was time before the live and it had been a while since someone approached me, so I came along in a kind of uncertain mood. I wanted some merch from my favorite artist, and I thought getting paid might lift my spirits. Also, none of my friends have been in an AV, so I thought it might be kind of cool. It’s not so much that I’m selling my body — it’s more like everything is for the live? Like I’d do this to get into the mood for the show, to show I could give myself over that much to the band… not exactly an expression of love for them, but something like “I can devote this much.” I don’t have much sexual experience, so I mostly did what I was told. Being dominated felt good but the embarrassment was stronger so I laughed… While giving a blowjob I was asked to take it all the way to the back of my throat; it was painful but I tried. Somehow that actually fired me up. He was gentle so he didn’t go rough, but when he shoved that big thing that didn’t fit into my mouth deep in, thick liquid came out from the back of my throat, I couldn’t breathe and it was painful but exciting. Maybe I’m an M?