SIRO-1383 Amateur Personal Filming, Submission. 295

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He greeted me with “Nice to meet you!!” and tried to be friendly, but actually it wasn’t our first meeting. She thinks we met thirty minutes ago, but that’s not true. The first time I saw her was about five years ago. She was still a student then. Wearing her school uniform, she’d briskly ride her bicycle down the hill every day and rush to the station. She’d hurry onto the train, sit down, and glance around; if there were elderly people she’d give up her seat. Such a kind girl. In the evenings, after school, she’d go to her part-time job and serve customers with a cute smile. It seemed like there were sometimes men who hit on her, but she never went along with it—she’d refuse properly and head home. The light in her room always went out at midnight. Then morning would come and the same days repeated. After watching her for five years, the hardest thing was when she got a boyfriend. She laughed happily, held hands, went into his house, and when night fell the lights would go out... I couldn’t forgive the boyfriend. So every time she got a boyfriend, I got close to him and fed him things true or false to make them break up. I kept doing that over and over. I had no confidence. That’s why I couldn’t even bring myself to talk to her until then. After talking to many people, going to many places, and doing sexual things with many women, I finally gained confidence. When I stood in front of her then, the image of the innocent girl from before had disappeared—she had become someone who laughed and said things like, “I want to have sex. I want to feel good. It doesn’t matter who the partner is. As long as they make me feel good, anything’s fine.”